The Token Awkward Start

Okay.
So...recently some people have been taken some interest (believe it or not) in what I've been posting up about what I have to say (aka bitch) about random movies I've seen.
Then I got the recomendation to write a blog...which I dismissed immediately and without thought...I mean, I dunno, the whole blog idea has always turned me off.
However, a persistant certain someone (yes, you know who you are, and you better be fucking reading this because this is your doing) pointed it would be convieniant to have everything togetherand sorted instead of randomly posted on the internet, saved on my computer, written on my school books, and on scraps of paper beside my bed....yah, I'm not so organized.
And she had a good point (for once XD)
So, my plan is to slowly start collecting the random posts and scribbles that have accumulated over the years... o.0 god, this will be quite the task.
Anyway, this is so fucked...I feel like I'm talking to myself...it's bad enough that I bicker with myself in my mind, but now I'm actually putting in on paper (or text) and its just concrete proof that I need a life.
Oh and Jo, Imma bitch a little more about The Departed...cause I know how much you despise that movie ;)

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Blue Car...turned RANT...sorry :P

Mkay
so, there wasn't really anything terribly unique about this movie that made me want watch it. No director that I loved, no actors I thought was great, no outstanding reviews.
What made me want to watch it was the plot I guess…and not even that it was distinct or anything I just felt…I dunno how to explain :P
The film is about a girl whose life is just shit, her dad left, her mum is terrible, her younger sister is suicidal. Then, her English teacher kinda opens her up to the world of poetry and apparently she is really talented.
Long story short, the English teacher ends up taking advantage of her (although she somewhat initiated it :/ which was fucked) and basically just ends up fucking with her already fucked life…
as I said, nothing outstanding, just a plot that hit home....ish
For a really long time I’ve had issues with teachers.
Most of you know what I’m talking about…especially inside the school, news travels fucking fast.
Some of you were there afterward, one of you were there with me at the time…
But I lost A LOT of people that I really cared about. All because of that fucking asshole of a teacher…fuck. All because he decided he wanted to feel superior…rip my fucking soul out and just hand it out to the fucking class thank you very much.
What the fuck, I mean, I can deal with the humiliation…I could deal with the fact that he publicly told me how disgusting I was, telling me about God and shit (which luckily didn’t affect me, but I can only imagine if I was religious) and let the whole class in on something that even I wasn’t grasping at the time.
What I couldn’t deal with is how I was totally alienated from there on. One of my favourite teachers from elementary school refused to speak with me…and when he had to, he never looked me in the eye.
It’s a topic that my friends know to avoid because I can just go on an hour long rant. What I don’t understand is how the fuck some of these people are allowed to become teachers!?!
I mean this guy wasn’t as obvious…I trusted him, a lot of people really liked him, but that just made it worse.
But what pisses me off is when it is SO obvious.
Woodshop teacher. Yah…obviously perverted. And anyone who went to my elementary school knows EXACTLY what I’m talking about. Don’t know how he made it that far in his career. Sure enough, by the second day of class he slapped my fucking ass…yah, along with at least two other girls that I talked to in class. Well…obviously from the incident above, I’m out to slaughter these fucking teachers. Cops are there next day and he’s in jail now. Another great experience with a perfectly reliable teacher right?
Oh, did I mention that my senior kindergarten teacher was also arrested for child molestation two years after I had him as a teacher? No? well…he was.
It’s disgusting and it’s pathetic and it pisses me off.
I can honestly say that I’ve had…probably two teachers in my life that I will actually have a conversation about anything other than school with. Other than that…fuck em. Seriously.
I feel like, from past experiences, saying anything other than ‘Hey, I don’t understand how to do question 6’ will come back and bite me in the fucking ass. So…I’m fnished with them. :)
Wowww…that actually felt really good!
Haha, the thought of blogging about anything personal has always turned me off…but its fun to bitch, that’s what I do best.
Everything aside…as a movie it would get:

5/10

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